Skakande, skramlande

I caught myself crying
over past tense and hidden tracks
I never expected me to cry
At least not now
It's just this
that at soft melody keeps playing
Wispering about past tense and hidden tracks
I just can't turn it off

It's like a black cat running across the road
screaming about happiness in ruins
and years of tears
I want to shoot it
but I just can't

It's just reality catching up